This is obviously a problem of my own making and there is something I could do about it, but I just find meaningless ways to keep occupied. I watch tv or reload the same web pages, but none of it makes me feel better. I just get kinda anxious and somewhat depressed.
I should have done something at the gym while it was open, or actually do some kind of real cleaning. I want too but I just have this weird feeling of malaise hanging over my body.
I should write something at least, blog post or some fiction. I just get this self defeated feeling about writing anymore, at least when it comes to fiction.
This was pointless, still bored.
I read other people's stuff and that usually gets some kind of creative juice flowing. That sounds dirty. Writing is, I guess.
ReplyDeleteYea, I have ideas. I just think writing it will turn out badly, so I don't. Ah, self defeat.
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